our family's adventures in the ministry of reconciliation (2 Cor. 5:18-20)

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Words, Worldview and the Gospel

When Chadian Muslims ask forgiveness from someone they have wronged, they use a word which we would translate in English as “forgive me.” Embedded in their request for forgiveness from the offending party is a strong sense that God has forgiven them, whether or not the offended party forgives.

The Arabic words for “sin” against God and “error” against man are two different ideas. Biblically, when we sin against our brother, as Psalm 51 shows us, we are ultimately, primarily sinning against God and His law. In Muslim thinking, an “error” against their friend or brother is not necessarily seen as a sin against God.

It is hugely important to communicate to our new believing friends as well as to those we are sharing the Gospel with that when we speak of sin, we are speaking of the big and little things – all are against a Holy God. If I use the Arabic word “zanib”, translated in English as “sin”, with the average Chadian Muslim without explanation they will not understand it in a biblical sense. I may assume they’re understanding me, and they will probably say they are if asked, but they aren’t. For one thing, Islam rejects the idea of original sin. And as long as they haven’t committed the “big sins” (murder, adultery, blasphemy, etc) they’re doing ok. The petty stealing, lying, gossiping, and other fruits of the sinful nature are not that big of a deal. These “errors” are not seen as offenses against the Holy God of the Scriptures. If they don’t understand sin as the Bible describes, then God’s love and mercy, His holiness and justice, in fact, all the gifts he bestows on us through Christ, frankly are not such “Good News” after all. In order to understand this Gospel, they must understand the Biblical definition of sin.

Why spend this much time in language learning? We can’t afford not to! We can’t afford to spend our energy sharing, assuming they’ve understood us, when they really haven’t. The Gospel is too precious. We don’t continue learning language because we’re good at it, or even because we like it. We press forward in order to understand the nuances of the language, religion, and culture so that we can communicate very clearly the richness of the Gospel we are seeking to proclaim.

Would you pray for us to learn to communicate the Gospel clearly? Would you also pray that we would find a homeschool helper/nanny to return to Chad with us next year to allow Kimberly to focus full-time on language for 1-2 more years?

Meeting the Maba Sultan

With the Sultan and his advisors. The Sultan is holding Norah.

This week, we had the unique opportunity to greet the new Maba Sultan in Abeche. It was a wonderful way for us to introduce ourselves as learners of his people’s language and culture; to congratulate him on his new position as sultan; to share with him our prayers for wisdom and blessing in his work; to identify ourselves as working with the church and longing to show God’s love to the Maba people. We brought our children along, as well as Abdoulaye who helped secure the appointment. The sultan and his “cabinet” of men loved the children! They received us all with a very warm welcome and gave us an invitation to come visit again whenever we want. One of the men said he wanted to come to our home to visit with us in Maba. Relationships are so important in Chad, so all in all, this provided a wonderful occasion for us to establish a positive relationship with this influential Maba leader; our hope is that in the future he will know of us when we choose to begin work in villages.

Ladies Bible Study

Recently, another worker moved to a smaller town outside of Abeche, leaving 5 women without a place to meet for their Bible study. I know all the ladies, but I hesitated to lead the study because of the time commitments I have learning Maba right now, as well as my own lack of Arabic biblical vocabulary. However, one of the ladies speaks English, and after praying about my involvement, I was moved to compassion for these ladies who likely wouldn’t meet if they didn’t have a safe, semi-private place to gather. So, I offered to meet with them. We’ve met twice now. Three of the more committed ladies have attended on Thursday afternoons at my home. We are going through the book of Colossians. I am encouraging one of the ladies to take a leadership role in facilitating our study, and if she has questions then I can help answer. This opportunity is giving me a lot of hope and dreams for future Maba ladies that I pray God provides for me to one day meet with over the Word. These ladies have a hunger for Scripture, a faithfulness to try to live out their faith amongst Muslim family and friends, and a desire to share that faith in Christ with those they love dearly. I am encouraged as I grow in my own vocabulary in a safe and gracious environment over God’s Word. We all walk away deepened in our love for one another and for the Lord. I look forward to the day where I see faithful Maba women meeting together to feast on God’s Word and love one another through prayer and encouragement!

My Evolving View of Language Learning

When I first became a missionary, my view of language learning was somewhat nebulous since I had never seriously studied a language before (high school and college Spanish doesn’t count). I had never committed my life for an agreed-upon time frame to studying day in and day out for the purpose of speaking and being understood, listening and comprehending. My first missionary assignment required that I spend my first year studying the local language. I was single, so that task came with few inconveniences or distractions. After my year was up, my given job was to be a rural evangelist. My experience was that although I had invested a long year of diligent study, I passed my sending agency’s required language evaluation, and many people in the local community told me I spoke well, I still had to put in long hours each week of translating words and ideas into the local language before I could take a Bible story to a group of village women. Then, because my language was “good” but still very amateur, I always traveled with a local believing friend to help me re-tell the story and participate in the follow-up discussion so I knew things were communicated well. Each time I did this, the women always positively affirmed what they were hearing. However, I had enough cultural teaching beforehand to assure me that they were most likely “saving face” – that is, keeping the peace and treating me respectfully to my face but questioning or disbelieving my message once I left town.

Fast-forward three languages. Josh and I spend a year learning basic French with a splash of Biblical vocabulary thrown in. This was mainly so we could navigate our way through government bureaucracy in the Chadian capital and interact with the Chadian church.  Then, I spent a few years getting a little more than halfway through a six-phase language learning method with Chadian Arabic. Josh has continued on and well surpassed me in that endeavor. (Maybe it will require another blog post to explain that reasoning.) I am at a point where many people tell me my language is really good. I am also at a point where I realize how much I don’t know. I have learned that people will tell me my language is really good because they are pleased to hear a white person speaking their language, but this cannot be my measuring stick for a job completed.

Now I have just begun, God willing, a life-long endeavor learning to communicate well in the Maba language. What has changed? How did I go from investing one year in my first language on my first missionary assignment to committing to a life of learning the Maba language? Certainly, several factors have influenced the decision Josh and I have made to invest significantly on the front-end of our ministry career in learning language well.

One reason is that we have come to understand that the value of the gospel message is worth our efforts to put in the hard work of language study up front so that when people hear us communicate precious truths of Scripture, we are communicating them in a manner worthy of the message being presented. We have a treasure to share with our neighbors, but we don’t want to sound like my toddler when we try to tell them this good news. We seek to present the gospel message, as well as do discipleship, with clarity. Communication in a foreign language and across a huge cultural barrier is not a trivial matter. We are concerned with both the words we say as well as their connotation and the way they’re understood in the minds of the hearers. In an Islamic society, this is further complicated by the Islamic corruption of the biblical narrative and biblical terminology, so that what words like “grace” or “sin” or “heaven” mean to us are not necessarily the same as what they mean to a Chadian Muslim. So we devote ourselves to the tedious task of achieving language proficiency in order to, like the Apostle Paul, “declare the mystery of Christ,” to “make it clear, which is how I ought to speak.” (Col. 4:3-4)

Another factor is that from my own experience and from observation, it makes a lot more work for us in the long run if we have to constantly prepare not only the content of our messages but also the language translation each time, we plan to go share with someone. It was painful to spend that amount of time hoping I had the right words and phrases. There was always a nudging sense of doubt that something was only half-communicated. How did I know if the valuable message I was sharing was actually the message that my friends were hearing? This is not something that can be learned in one year of language study.

Another significant reason we choose to invest more time learning language is because over time we have come to understand and appreciate the entirety of the Great Commission. We are not in eastern Chad just to make converts and leave them to flounder on their own, producing fledgling churches that are not grounded in the Word, but are instead tossed to and fro. No! We are here to obey the words of the Great Commission that say, “Go and make disciples…teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you.” How can we obey Jesus’ command to us if we have only a half-knowledge of the language and we are chopping up the language or wondering if we actually communicated clearly the message we are hoping to communicate? How can we discuss deep spiritual truths with a novice understanding of language and culture?

Friends, thank you for standing with us and persevering alongside us in your prayers, support, and encouragement of this ministry. For years, our updates to you have been mostly about more language learning instead of more converts. I assure you that the convictions we have come to regarding language learning are currently unpopular in many missionary circles, probably because it doesn’t result in quick converts and exciting stories. However, in missions history, we see many examples of men and women in invested years of language learning up front before they were able to engage in strong ministries amongst indigenous people which resulted in biblically sound churches. Thank you for your commitment to stand with us as we seek to honor the Lord in the way that we hope will communicate the precious truths of the gospel as well as disciple believers to maturity in the Christian faith.

Learning Maba

Very recently, I made the decision to start learning the Maba language. I have to say, I was not initially excited. This will be my fourth foreign language to learn, not counting high school and college Spanish. For good reason, I have felt ready to be finished learning languages. Did I really have time to add space in my schedule to learn Maba? I did not enjoy learning Chadian Arabic. When I began, I was still new to the culture, new to the method of language learning we chose to use, and I was learning in the afternoons when temperatures were rising.  It was a challenging experience which still evokes negative emotions in me.

Getting started with Maba

The drudgery of learning a foreign language and achieving the level we need to reach in order to effectively communicate the gospel to the Maba people is a large commitment to make. So, as I became convinced I should study Maba if we were going to do what we say we want to do – plant churches amongst the Maba people – I simultaneously began questioning whether it was worth it and whether God was worth me investing years more of my intellect and time. I was scared to ask myself that question.

The reality is, since we have already given up so much in moving to eastern Chad and learning French and Arabic (not even reaching a level where we feel we could effectively disciple someone), you and all our supporters think we are doing a great job. Why should we continue even farther? Why not just stop here and stay in a place of comfort since we get so much positive feedback from you? The motivation for investing years more in even further language study can only be that God is enough and that He is worth it.

So, in a place of honesty before the Lord, admitting to Him I didn’t know if I believed He was worth it, He graciously reminded me of His love for me and His presence with me. For so long, I have tried to obediently live out the Great Commission, but I often disregard Jesus’ last phrase, “And lo, I am with you always.” Through His word and through the testimonies of others who have gone before us, God comforted me that He is with me as I enter this season of learning the Maba language. He has changed my heart, and I am encouraged and sincerely joyful to have the honor of learning a language that only one other worker is currently learning. What a privilege it is for me to get to be one of the first to bring the gospel to women who otherwise will never hear the good news of the Gospel!

Throughout the world, reports of Muslims are coming to faith, but the truth is, it is mostly men who are believing. How are the women going to hear if only missionary husbands learn the languages these unreached people groups are speaking? Mothers have so many home responsibilities that it is only by much sacrifice that we will learn to speak the heart language of the people we are trying to reach. But I have decided it is worth it and that God is worth it.

Praise God with me for His comfort and reminders that He is with me and that He is worthy of my life poured out for the Maba people.

Pray for our family as Josh homeschools the boys part time in order to allow me time to study the language.

Pray for perseverance and continued encouragement in language learning.

Pray mostly for the Maba people to have hearts prepared to hear and respond to the Gospel when they hear.

Neighborhood Friends

We have been back in Chad a little over three months, and it seems like the months have flown by! The kids have adjusted really well and picked right back up with their neighbor friends. They participate in an Arabic lesson 3 times a week and include their friends in the lesson. It has been encouraging to not only see their Arabic improve, but their confidence and desire to learn more and more. Equally encouraging, Isaac specifically asks often about his friend’s beliefs. His closest friends here go to Quranic school three times each day! We are saddened by the reality that these children we love – and who have been a blessing to our family – are growing up right next to us without knowing the Truth of the gospel. Isaac has asked me to think of ways to talk to them about Jesus. He is concerned that they don’t know the one, true God. So, after we return from our travels next month, I hope to start sharing audio Bible stories in Arabic and provide a time for discussion with these young boys.

Thank God for our children’s adjustment and growth in Arabic.

Thank Him for providing them with friends who are respectful and trustworthy.

Thank God for Isaac’s heart to share the gospel with his friends whom he loves.

Pray that the story times will be well- received, and that the Truth will begin to sink into the hearts of these young boys.

Month of Fasting

Our friends in Chad, as well as all Muslims around the world, are now in their most religious month of the Islamic calendar – Ramadan. This is a time for followers of Jesus – you and me – to pray fervently for God to work in the hearts and lives of many who are following a false religion and have a false sense of hope that their sins may be forgiven. This year, Ramadan will last from May 27 – June 25.

What is Ramadan?

Fasting is one of the five pillars of Islamic faith. Ramadan is the holy month where all Muslims fast from sunrise to sunset and feast in the evening and early morning hours. In addition to the other pillars, fasting is practiced in hopes that Allah will have pity on the Muslim and forgive him of his sins. Of course, as those who follow Jesus and the teaching of Scripture, we know that this is false hope. The only hope any of us has for forgiveness of sins is by faith alone in Jesus – apart from any works.

What does Ramadan look like in Chad?

I recently messaged a friend online to ask her if she was fasting. Her response to me was, “Yes, WE are fasting.” It is very much a communal practice. We have observed men and women who will not even swallow their own saliva (at least in public) in an effort to prove to others around them that they are following the rules perfectly. We hear stories of people who secretly “cheat,” but we haven’t seen this firsthand. We know pregnant women and nursing mothers who choose to fast during Ramadan, because otherwise they must make up the 30 days of fasting during the rest of the year on their own. Despite the difficulties this creates for the unborn or young child, it is easier for the mother to fast while everyone around them is doing it.

How can we pray during Ramadan?

  • Pray for the very few believers in our town who will not be fasting, but will experience much scrutiny, shame, and even persecution (name-calling, etc.) Ask God to strengthen their faith and unity among one another.
  • Pray for those who are genuinely seeking for Truth to feel the emptiness of this fast. Pray that they would long for a Savior that can take away their sins once and for all.
  • Pray for the health of those who are fasting – temperatures are soaring above 100 degrees F these days and many will suffer from not drinking or eating during the day.

Medical Clinics

This past month, I have had the opportunity to help a missionary doctor with health clinics she is holding at the local MBB church each Thursday. It is an opportunity for her and the church to share the love of Christ in a very practical way. For me, I am able to sit with the women for an hour or more after my triage “work” is finished while they wait for their consultation. I am meeting new women in our community and searching for opportunities to share stories or verses from Scripture. One or two men from the church are also visiting with the men.

Pray for physical and spiritual healing for the people who come to these clinics. Pray for the church to be a light in this community and that many would hear and believe because of this weekly health clinic.

“I Believe Jesus is Truth”

Thank you for praying for M., my language helper. In recent weeks, we have had some wonderful conversations and I see God answering our prayers for her!

We are still going through the Jesus Storybook Bible, and we are nearing the end. Last week, M was confronted with the deity of Jesus as we translated and discussed the story of Him calming the storm. It provided an opportunity for her to open up to me and share that she loves what she is learning about Jesus. She said she wants to believe in who the Bible says He is and “join” us but recognizes it means leaving her family’s teaching behind. I shared some more Scripture with her over the days following that conversation, prayed with her, and encouraged her.

Again today, I had another opportunity to talk to her, and she says that she believes what she is learning about Jesus is true and that His claim that He can forgive sins is true. Again, she expressed that she is scared to tell her family and I reassured her that her work for now is to search the Scriptures and believe what is true. We talked about how this belief will change her heart and her life and what that might look like.

Pray for God to give M faith to believe beyond a doubt. Pray for her to feel convicted of her sinfulness and to fall more in love with this Savior! Pray also that she will desire to read/hear/study the Word of God more fully and desire to meet with others who follow Jesus. Pray that her heart will be like the good soil of Matthew 13, producing much fruit.

Learning Language, Sharing Jesus

I have been using the French version of the Jesus Storybook Bible for two months now in my Arabic studies. My language partner translates the stories into Arabic; then we listen together, stopping for clarification on  new words and phrases. This has helped me immensely in increasing my vocabulary. It also provides many opportunities to share Bible stories with my language helper and discuss the significance of the stories in our own lives.

Now halfway through the book, we just began the stories from the New Testament this week. We have translated and discussed the story of the angel Gabriel announcing God’s plan for her to give birth to the Savior; the story of the birth of Jesus; and the story of the shepherds coming to see the new baby. There is always discussion and clarification of things she has heard that are incorrect or halfway true. Many times I get to see “lightbulbs” going off in her head (and hopefully her heart).

Pray with me that M. (my language helper) will fall in love with Jesus as we continue to talk about the Truth she is presented with.

Pray that she will desire to read the stories in their entirety in the Arabic New Testament and search out Truth for herself.

Pray that God will convict her of her sinfulness, her need for a Savior, and her desperate need to believe in this Jesus who is God’s plan for salvation from the beginning of time.

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